I am gonna be changing to a different xanga name.

i can no longer be using this account because with it holds alot of things that are not anymore

first and foremost jonnysgirl (me) is no longer, Jonny's girl. I am no longer, anyones girl.

prolly gonna be that way for a while

so i am going to be creating a new account.

the new name is squigglyfish

Currently Watching The Pretender - The Complete First Season By Michael Weiss see related

Today was a good day. got up, went garage saling, and then to huddle group. well i am too tired to write anymore. i am gonna go shower then hit the sack.

I will write more tomorrow and post some pics.

*Michelle*

well today was a REALLY GOOD day for the most part.

And Yesterday.

I have really enjoyed getting to know Jonathan more. he has changed ALOT since we started being on a break and he is starting to open up to me about it and just talk to me in general. we never really talked about stuff much when we were actually FULLY dating. I feel like a whole new person as well. not just around him, but over all, i feel like i have matured as well. sometimes i go back to imature but, not always.

well i am getting tired so i am gonna hit the sack

Got alot on my mind. gonna go talk it over with the "Big Guy" before i go to bed. leave my worries with him.

Currently Watching Disney's The Kid By Bruce Willis see related

Today was an OK day :)

I got to run everyone around like a soccer mom.

was kinda fun. i was steadily GOING all day... I felt USEFUL and wanted :)

got to spend a bit of time with Jonathan. got to take him to work and then back home later. as his car is broken, Mine is too, so i had to use my grandparents van.

so anyways. i am having alot of trouble with my right eye. i dont like it...

i think i need a different perscription for it.

i am going on a diet again :)

i am gonna beat Jonathans Loss of 30 pounds :)

im gonna try and lose more than him.

anyways. me and jonathan talked about some stuff i was glad i was able to talk to him about it, because its been buggin me for a while again, all the sudden outta no where.

something that i used to be uncomfy talking about, but moreso now then before, even though it was in the past and done with.

I feel like its coming back to haunt me, but there was not a specific reason this thing popped back in my mind.and also some other issues with some people.

also remind me to tell about how his birthday went.. i will talk about that tommorow

Currently Listening Third Day By Third Day see related

- Take My Life

I need a friend! :-/

well i'm gonna go do some thinking and maybe a devotion i think.

here's a song thats on my mind right now. as a prayer type thing though, not just stuck in my head.

THIRD DAY Take My Life Lyrics & Music by Mac Powell How many times have I turned away The number is the same as the sand on the shore But every time You've taken me back And now I pray You do it once more. Please take from me my life When I don't have the strength to give it away to You Jesus How many times have I turned away The number is the same as the stars in the sky But every time You've taken me back And now I pray You do it tonight. Please take from me my life When I don't have the strength to give it away to You Jesus

well .... good night all.

Michelle